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Friday, July 9, 2010

the deffinitions of my dream

Fall

To dream that you fall and are not frightened, signifies that you will overcome your adversities with ease.

meanings by DreamMoods.com

To dream that you fall and are frightened, indicates a lack of control, insecurity, and/or lack of support in your waking life. You may be experiencing some major struggle and/or overwhelming problem. It may also imply that you have failed to achieve a goal that you have set forth for yourself.



To dream that you are free-falling through water, indicates that you are feeling overwhelmed with emotions. You may feel that it is easier to give up, then to try to stay afloat or prevent yourself from going under.



Cliff



To dream that you are standing at the edge of a cliff, indicates that you have reached an increased level of understanding, new awareness, and a fresh point of view. You have reached a critical point in your life and cannot risk losing control. Alternatively, it suggests that you are pondering a life-altering decision.

To dream that you or someone falls off a cliff, suggests that you are going through a difficult time and are afraid of what is ahead for you. You fear that you may not be up for the challenge or that you cannot meet the expectations of others.

To dream that you are climbing to the top of a cliff, symbolizes your ambition and drive. The dream may parallel your desires to achieve success and to be the at the top of your profession. It is analogous to climbing the corporate ladder.





Darkness

To dream that darkness comes upon you, signifies failure in some work that you are attempting. Darkness is synonymous with ignorance, the unconscious, evil, death, and fear of the unknown. If the sun breaks through the darkness, then you will overcome your failures. If you feel safe in the dark, then it suggests that you like not knowing about certain things. As some might say, ignorance is bliss.



To dream that you cannot find someone in the darkness, signifies that you need to keep your temper in check. You have the tendency to let your emotions get out of control and lose your temper.



To dream that you are lost in the darkness, denotes feelings of desperation, depression, or insecurity.



To dream that you are groping around in the darkness, indicates that you have insufficient information to make a clear decision. Do your research and do not rush into making choices.



Scream

To dream that you are screaming, symbolizes anger and fear. You are expressing some powerful emotion which you have kept pent up inside. If you try to scream, but no sound comes out, then it indicates your sense of helplessness and frustration in some situation. No matter how hard you try to get someone's attention, they cannot hear you. The dream highlights your difficulty in communicating with this person. You need to immediately identify your fears or feelings and confront this situation in real life. Alternatively, your inability to scream may be a form of REM paralysis.

To hear or dream that someone is screaming, indicates that some friend or family member is in need of your help.



Evil

To dream that someone or something is evil, denotes a repressed and/or forbidden aspect of yourself. This part of yourself may be seeking recognition and acknowledgment. Alternatively, evil may also be a reflection of your strong, negative emotions like hate, anger, etc.



Darkroom

To dream that you are in a darkroom, suggests that you are waiting for something to happen. You are curious to see what might develop in a situation.



Reach

To dream that you are reaching for something or someone, signifies a yearning or desire for something you do not have. The dream may also be symbolic of an emotional void in your life that you are trying to fill.



Doves

To see a dove in your dream, symbolizes peace, tranquility, harmony, affection and innocence. In particular, to see a white dove in your dream, represents loyalty, love, simplicity, gentleness and friendships. It may also signify a message and blessing from the Holy Spirit. You have let go of your thoughts of hate and revenge.

To dream that doves are mating and building a nest, symbolize a joyous home life filled with love, tranquility, pleasure and security.


i think.. something is trying to tell me something.

right now.
today.
forgiving.
is not hear for me.
I'm a shield.
i shield people.
and when a question comes to me.
i ignore and shield them off.
but this one.
this love.
is special.
but I'm afraid i ruined every chance that..
this love had.
i feel like i just threw it down the toilet.
but.
someday.
it'll come back.
I'm hearing.. drums. pounding in my head.
saying.
: let go! Let GO! LET Go!
what does this mean?
I'm having..
scary dreams.
of.. me.
on a cliff with daylight.. doves circling around me.
then i look back.
and. the dove says: fly free.
i smile.
and then ... rocks start to break under my feet.
and I'm falling I'm falling I'm dropping.
and. there is darkness.
at the end of the cliff.
screeching..
and evil noises..
how am i supposed to get back up?
then.
a hand.. a white hand...
reaches out from where the light is..
and says: be not afraid.. I'm here now.
weird..
but. i think.
something is trying to say something.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

sometimes

sometimes.
all you need is love.
and sometimes.
all you need is sleep.
and sometimes.
all you need is.
food.
ha!(:
when your feeling.. alone.
hurt.
afraid.
sometimes.
just cry. and cry your heart out.
because you need to get everything out.
and sometimes.
you need to break the heart that broke yours.
forget about anything.
anything.. is possible if you just.
believe?
cry yourself to sleep.
eat.
sleep.
love.

Monday, July 5, 2010

dont forget.

heartbroken.
why me?
why yesterday.. the day before that..? or today?
why does this always happen?
why couldnt i get a break.. this once?
in tears.
tiny droplets..
falling down from my face.
to fast?
more like to slow?
day by day...
month by month..
tear.... by tear..
year.. by year..
then..
love comes again.
month.. by month.
day by day...
smile.. by smile..
then the force of nature comes.
throws me back. and
forgets me
sometimes.
people are ment to be lost from
your life forever..
im sorry i love you.
just promise.. you wont forget about me!

Sunday, July 4, 2010

forgive and forget...

i am.. shall i say bipolar ?
i take every little detail with tons of over weight drama.
and cry myself.. to sleep.
my life has trials..
my life has heartbreaks.
sometimes..
my life feels like i could just jump off a bridge.
sometimes.. my life feels free.
but.. that now.. only happens for a day or two or an hour or two.
you see.. life is hard.
life has trials.
life! does have heart breaks.
but sometimes.. u just have to forget.
and move on.